Posts Tagged ‘Youtube’

Allright…came here to write with an idea..but it now, with a my awesome music mix I made on Youtube puttin’ duh tunes in my head..let’s see what happens.

The current track playing is Catgroove by Parov Stelar..very upbeat and happy.

Used to listen to this track ALOT..actually quite obsessively.  Attached to it are some good memories of fire-spinning.  It’s a track that gets me going or a song I like to hear when I am going.

….drifting off to the next song….

Endless Fantasy by Anamanaguchi.

I surf all over the place with this one..nostalgia of playing video games as a child..a part around 4:14 that gives me chills everytime.  I imagine it as a burst of my true potential coming out and shining..

I really miss being a kid sometimes..the simplicity of life and how the smallest of things were so exciting.  In so many ways I’m that same kid..but clouded by all this adult non-sense.  Everything is so worrisome all the damn time.  It can and should be fun.  Life I’m speaking of.

“Oh no!!!  The van needs new brake pads”

“Uggh..why is everything so complicated?”

“Why does nearly EVERYTHING cost so much money??”

“Why must I work so much, only to receive so little in return?”

…and blah, and blah, and blah, AND blah.

I should be paid to do fun things..or at the very least be paid a lot more for the things I do already.

Complaining doesn’t help..heck, even venting doesn’t help.  Being thankful is where it is at.  Something I must learn over, and over, and over..and also….over.  I make jokes at the kids for continuously not learning whatever repeated lesson is..and I am still having to remind myself or be reminded by some external event to simply “Be thankful.”

The reason I am questioning venting is because of a customer who came into Natural Grocer’s last week.  An older woman of about 50..maybe 60.  Short white-haircut, incredibly blue eyes, quick and sharp-witted, and with a very youthful yet experienced aura about her.

I don’t remember how but we got into the topic of venting during the short 3-5 minute process of checking out her order for the night.  She mentioned how venting has been discovered to be useless according to new research.  Turns out this woman is a Behavioral Psychologist so her words are a little more than just words.

I’ll paraphrase…AKA kinda make up her words for this purpose because I don’t remember her words verbatim, though I do remember the “jist” of what she was saying.

“Venting may get it out..but it’s still kinda are just getting it out, but the pattern of complaining is still within you.”

I ask her what is the alternative to merely venting it out.

“It’s how you think about the issue..not just getting out, but the way you process it thru your self-talk and your action.”

As I’m writing this out…this doesn’t exactly sound like life-changing advice..more like duh-advice that I’m constantly being reminded of, much like the gratitude lesson.

Heh.  Funny.  As I’m writing was very much a therapeutic process.  The playing now is Face My Fears by Utada Hikaru.  On a whim..not even really conscious of it I did a search for the brake pad prices for our van which makes crunchy noises when it brakes.  Not really too expensive..and I recently learned how to switch them out..just need the tools.

Skipping the over-thinking..AAArgh+LOL…..Once again!!  Another reminder..over-thinking!!!

So in this process I’ve re-learned somethings…

1.Gratitude is My Attitude!

2.Complaining don’t do damn thing, take action!

3.Over thinking leads to “woe is me.”     Eff that.


Cool.  I think I got it now.  Thank you writing and wordpress.

And thank you to whoever may have read this.  It was a vent, that turned into recollections, that turned into a re-wire of my brain.  Not that you could really see that..but..maybe you could??

To see more of the kind of stuff I write about, check out my recently published The Great Saiyaman Appears!!-A journey of taking action in a peculiar way.

Or my first post-Experiences with the Hyper Dimensional Resonator-A log of my experiences with a time machine purchased from the internet.

Thank you for reading.


Hello again!

Having first-hand accounts of dowsing and what may have been an MIB encounter, I felt my life was becoming increasingly weird..and I enjoyed it.  There is a bit of an ego trip when you feel as if your life is becoming like a sci-fi in ways.  I’d have daydreams of time traveling to the future, but not 2012..because that was supposedly dangerous.  Daydreams of myself from the future coming to give me a mission, or journeying to parallel universes.  S’pose I could write stories based entirely off my daydreams..(maybe that’s how fiction writers do it?)

Soon after my sister moved, I began to have regular chats on Yahoo! with a man going by the name CarlosX.  CarlosX was in the same group were I met Taog Dibar, the guy who I feel is major influence in what started my research into all this.  CarlosX claimed to have an HDR(and he does, he has videos on Youtube showcasing the machine), and he made some pretty big claims.  Carlos claimed to have physically and astrally been to the past, future, and alternate timelines.

He told me about the concept of Quantum time travel in which you trade places with one of your doubles from a parallel universe.  When worded like that I can’t help but think of Quantum Leap.  It was because of Quantum time traveling that whenever chatting with Carlos, you never knew which Carlos you were talking to.  He claimed to have Quantum jumped so many times that he was now basically on Quantum time travel auto-pilot with no way to turn it off.  I can only assume that in his story that the original Carlos would pop back in to our reality, other wise he would have no way to relay the specifics of his situation.  Unless all versions of Carlos were all time travelers with a collective knowledge of each other’s doings and going abouts.

I don’t have experience in time travel, all I can do is speculate.  No proof has ever been offered and when it comes to physical time travel, there is always some reason for why it can’t be proved, but only experienced.  Knowledge from the future?  Not reliable because when you go the future, it is only a possible future because the future is changing all the time.  Objects from another time?  They deteriorate from losing their “time lock.”  Video or camera evidence?  Magnetic fields erase film rolls or data from camera.  This used to aggravate me so much because there was always a convenient explanation as far why no one can proof that these machines worked.  It had to be experienced and on a act of faith as well.  The reason I bring this up is because Carlos and a few others would tell these elaborate tales and if someone asks for proof they offer a tiny bit..well nothing that proves anything.  They have been a few who have offered some info that I find of use, and these are the people that I have to go out of my way to find and personally email them.  Taog Dibar was one of these people.  There have been a few others.  I think I might still have their email messages, perhaps I will post them and allow the readers to decide for themselves.

When researching time travel, and really anything.  Take what the charlatans say with a grain of salt.  If you want info, you must go out of way to find the meat.  Part of the reason why I stayed with the research for so long was because of a few people who shared their story but only because I personally emailed them.  These were people who claimed to have HDRs and were doing experiments with them, but never posted or talked about the results publicly.

For this last part, while not essential to the story, it was a part of it.  Being a teenager becoming frustrated with some of the inconsistencies with this whole thing, a friend of mine and myself would periodically prank phone calls Steven Gibbs whenever we were bored.  If you try to prank phone call this man, he will call you an alien and not talk to you.  *shrugs*  While this didn’t help any of the info I was hoping to obtain, it was at the time really fun to do.

Next time: Accounts of HDR users(if I can find them)

Thank you for reading dudes!